May fate, all the under class girls make up dances for the graduating senior girls. It's a lot of fun until the drama comes out. Sometimes I don't understand why there has to be any but, some people can't live with out it in their lives. Its like a drug, once you do it just once you have to go back for more. Me on the other hand would be perfectly fine with out it. On the other hand it's really funny to just sit back and watch. People wonder why others don't like them but honestly it's not that hard to relize. If you cause or are in on the drama people won't like you.

Here I am sitting in front of the computer. Why you might ask? Well that is simple, because I'm trying to think of what to write in my blog. Now I know honestly nobody reads it but my teacher. In a way I still want to impress. We get all week to write this thing and I keep telling myself oh I'll do it tomarrow. Well for some reason tomarrow never comes till the day it's do. So I'm sitting here thinking away and tap tap taping my fingers on what to write. It's only ten sentences but man when your out of thoughts you have not a clue what to type. Time us ticking away and it's close for this to be do. Oh what to type is what my mind us saying.

Why is it so hard to say you need help? Well your ego is high or your embarrassed about what's wrong. No matter what the answer you will feel better if you ask for help. You don't have to announse it to the world on what your getting help with. Honestly nobody has to know your problems besides you and whomever you chose to tell. Chose someone that you trust and I'm sure that they won't tell everyone what's going on. Now yes it's going to be hard to admit that you need help but once you do you'll feel alot better. Once you tell someone what's going on I'm sure that they will so what they can to help.

School seems to be draging on forever. No matter what I do to help it go by fast it just doesn't work. I'm only trying to make it go by faster so I can see you again. If I wait any longer my brain might explode. My classes are getting longer and I keep getting destracted by the littlest things. My mind is on over drive and I want it to stop. It's like a crazy ride that I can't seem to get off of. Everyone around me is like a blure.

I'm addicted to you
Your body and soul
With out my daily fix
I'd lose all control

This is how i feel about you leaving. I know it wasnt your fault and you did everything you could think of to stay. Sometimes I just wish I had you just one more day. I feel so lost and alone with out you by my side. I feel like a bed with out any sheets to cover it. Yes we talk like never before but it just doesn't feel my empty hole.

Its gotten easier since you've been gone. We've skyped and I loved seeing your face. You havent changed a bit but I miss you so much it hurts. I know soon we will be together again and right now we are doing what we can to get by. When we see each other it'll be amazing, the wait will be over and we can be happy again. You have made me so happy and I know that we are ment to be. Sometimes I wish that you would've never left but you were only doing what you thought was best for us. You have a new job that is making you tired but you want money so you don't care. You want us to not ever worry and be happy. I'll be happy when we are together once again and never have to worry about being apart.

Will you be mine is the question on that special day. The day of love and sweets. Some have a certain someone while others have to wait to see their one true love. No matter how long the wait if you love them it'll be enough to help you through this awful lonly state. Knowing soon that we will be together once again and you'll be mine and I'll be yours.