Its gotten easier since you've been gone. We've skyped and I loved seeing your face. You havent changed a bit but I miss you so much it hurts. I know soon we will be together again and right now we are doing what we can to get by. When we see each other it'll be amazing, the wait will be over and we can be happy again. You have made me so happy and I know that we are ment to be. Sometimes I wish that you would've never left but you were only doing what you thought was best for us. You have a new job that is making you tired but you want money so you don't care. You want us to not ever worry and be happy. I'll be happy when we are together once again and never have to worry about being apart.

Will you be mine is the question on that special day. The day of love and sweets. Some have a certain someone while others have to wait to see their one true love. No matter how long the wait if you love them it'll be enough to help you through this awful lonly state. Knowing soon that we will be together once again and you'll be mine and I'll be yours.

since they have been gone, its been forever. knowing that you'll see them soon but for some reason its not good enough. i feel so empty with out seeing them everyday. i feel lost and alone like i'm on a never ending ride and i'm ready to get off. it seems like everything bad happens to me and i'm really tired of it. a person can only handle so much and i'm to my braking point.